se1289's Journal

Shall I try again?
Aug 31 2009 17:14

I've never been good at keeping a journal or a diary. I would open my dairy and it would be over a month since my last entry. I really think keeping a diary/journal would be good though. Since I hate HATE HATEE writing I guess I will stick with this calorie count thing.

Well its been almost a year since I lost my 50 pounds and sure enough, I gained 20 of them back. I really want to lose them again. Eating right seems to be the biggest challenge. I can work out no problem. I love being in the gym. But not for the life of me can I eat healthy.

I started off my day healthy, a nice bowl of cereal.... for lunch I had a turkey sandwich with pickels and some pinapples... then BAM..went over to my friends house and he had pizza and my fat ass had to eat some. GRR GRR GRRRRR

I try and try and I keep failing. I really just need to start resisting. I figure little lifestyles changes at a time. Thats how i did it the first time.

I've gotten better about the not eating at night, but I still need to work on it. Thats an immediate goal

No fast food has been going GREAT. Not only do I not get all the calories, I save money.

Now i just need to work on making better food choices.

I'm going to start this again. And I'm going to lose the weight, AGAIN. I  will post pictures of my body soon. I'm not FAT by ANY MEANS. But I am 2 pounds away from being over weight :(. Lets do this Katie!!!