shtoopid's Journal

A Dave Says, "moooooo"
Sep 09 2009 18:04

damn... I never wanted to see 230 again. I remember a time when I was happy to see 230, but I soon was 225... then 220. I'm going in the wrong direction and don't have what I need to get back on the treadmill or go for a hobble around town. I'm so very tired and I'm tired of being so tired, it's tiring! I don't get it... I've put maybe 2 miles on the treadmill in as many months! I used to do at least 3 miles a day, to lose weight and then a few miles a week to maintain. Hurt my feet, hurt my knees, took a break... never went back to it. *sigh*

I need to say g'bye to desserts after a meal... especially after a BIG meal! I did last night, but I shouldn't have eaten what I ate last night. I wasn't even hungry! I was getting ready to take a shower and go to bed when the family showed up and wanted me to join them for dinner... "no" isn't an answer they accept. I should have gotten just a salad or something, but I rarely turn down a good meal.