skaiya's Journal

Ok, I can do this, I just have to focus again...
Nov 11 2009 11:51

For the last several days, I've been allowing myself to simply sit back and enjoy some nice, unhealthy food again. Kind of a break, but not really watching my intake. I've hovered around 168 to 170 during this time, but I've decided it's time to stop, and get back on the wagon. Or hell, just walk in that general direction.

So here I am, back to counting calories, logging my daily weights, and exercising more fully. I decided to change my goals on here to aim for my ideal weight as opposed to my mini goals. I think I like it better this way....

One more thing I would like to log, is that I think I'm not up to my par on metabolism. Obviously, to me, it's improved quite a bit in the time I was dieting, but I stopped losing weight when I tried adding more calories to my diet. I only seem to lose weight when I'm eating less than 1500 calories a day. I exercise, feed animals, and am fairly active, but eating what I guess I'm supposed to be eating put a stopper in my weight loss. So I have to get used to starving myself a little. I'm also off of planning my meals, because I hate doing that and I never fallowed it anyway. So it's back to carrying around my scale and notebook again.

So here we go again, BRING IT!