snowfence's Journal

wow! it's been 6 days already?
Nov 02 2009 19:35

wow, it's been 6 days since i wrote in here?!  geez, well, where have i been?  i've been watching you guys.  just laying low... 

alright, fine!  i've been eating my chocolates like they're going out of style.  i figured i should probably gain a few pounds anyway.  i know i shouldn't do it by eating chocolate & sweets, but whatever.  i'm eating good, overall.

i was feeling super great at 122, but that's a BMI of 19.4 or something & i've accidentally stumbled on some of the anorexic boards lately.  they're saying how their doc wants them to get up to a BMI of at least 20 & then they'll see how much higher to go, etc.  so...  i figured i'd better up my weight a little.  LOL  i should just be doing it by lifting weights!

anyway, i'm still doing good with the exercise.  i'm laying low on that, too.   i'm just getting an hour & 15 minutes a day with my activity computer.  that's all.  i haven't used my HRM in a long time.  i really miss it, but i felt compelled to cut down.  well, i've been sick, too.  remember?  i'm better now.  :D

i got my bloodwork done today & thursday i have to go to the doc for my physical.  man!  i hate bloodwork & stuff.  i still say, 'if it ain't broke, don't fix it!', and i ain't broke.  oh well, he had better have some good news for me...  or else!!!

thursday is also the day i've been waiting for for 3 months now.  he is supposed to 'officially' tell me that i don't need that old BP pill or the visits every 3 months & let me come back in a year instead.  we'll see how that works out...  i dunno!  the old coot!

so, yeah, i'm all nervous & crap.  i just want it to be overwith.  my BP will probably be high from worrying about it.  i took it today & it was 126/72, but i dunno what it'll be in his office.  LOL

hang in there, guys!  maybe someday you'll have to decide to up your weight, too.  hehe  wouldn't that be nice? 

i really, really enjoyed being 122 for awhile, but whatever...  128 today & that was on purpose.  :D  i'll probably just go a little higher naturally.  after all, my anniversary, thanksgiving, christmas, new years & my birthday are right around the corner!  ;)  geez!  then it'll be valentines day & easter...