soblondeisblonde's Journal

Day two
Nov 10 2009 16:23

So I'm a big fatty, and I've decided to stop it.  Hard?  Yes.  Don't know how long I'll actually succeed this time, but this seems like a handy little website.  Cheaper than WeightWatchers by far (free vs. not free...)- and I actually think it's quite a bit better.  Gonna have to thank the husband for his researching efforts.  I just keep telling myself that he did if for me because he knows I want to loose weight - not because HE wants me to loose weight.  99 percent of me even believes that.  It's that little teeny voice in the back of my mind that puts the awful thought that maybe he thinks I'm a giant fatty too in my head.  Well, lets just get down to a nice 135-140 and then I won't have those silly worries (i'm sure the teeny voice will give me a different worry LOL)  I'll try very hard to stick with this until February at least - that's when I get to go to EUROPE again.  It'll be wintery, so I don't have to worry about bikini's and such, but it'll still be nice to be slim and trim.  I suppose if I want to be trim too I'll have to work out some.  I can handle that.  I think I'll do the treadmill again tonight.  And I'll eat veggie burgers.  The ones I found are actually quite tasty.  Yay. Of course the crap I add to them doesn't help - but with the wondeful website and my handy dandy laptop (Cheers to technology) I'll be able to keep it down to a decent number of calories - even with all my wonderful condiments.  Anywhoo, signing off -

Soblondeisblonde.