sophie618's Journal

Charis Center 09
Jul 03 2009 23:45

Well I made it through three days of the Charis Center for Eating Disorders. Durring which time I was forced to endure a minni pizza, butter, full calorie bread and even chicken...despite the fact that im vegetarian. I cried over that one so now all they feed me is fattening peanut butter. Im so scared to gain weight but my current weight is 85 and i know i need to get healthy again. My vital signs are bad every morning and I have heart problems because of this. I want my life back, and with the help of my favorite person in the whole program (my psychologist, Dr. Maran) I will get better and stick with the program.