star1020's Journal

That's how long I've been at work.  I've got at least 4 more until Scottie manages to get up here from Chester to pick me up.  At least I'm getting my car back today.  Too bad I'll be in the hole forever now.

I'm really hungry.  I still have half a veggie wrap left but I'm trying desperately to wait until 4:30ish to eat it so I'm not psycho hungry when I get home.  I only have enough calories left for a baked potato, a cup of broccoli, and a vanilla blueberry smoothie tonight.  I hate this not being able to work out stuff.  1200 cals is NOTHING.  At least tomorrow I'll be back to working out and I get to go back up to 1400.  I can deal with that.  I already planned out tomorrow's menu in advance so I can get everything packed (I'm leaving for work at an obscene hour to try to get my 8 hours in before the snow hits) and I get to eat yummy stuff like PB&J and my healthy fiber-liscious vegan cookies which I can't do on 1200.

I'm thinking of telling my boss that I came into work 3 hours early today and seeing if I can work a shorter shift tomorrow.  Not sure yet though.  I might just eat my 11 hour day.

I'm talking to Andy on email right now.  He is keeping me sane.  He leaves at 5 or 6ish though and then I'm on my own.  I'm trying to butter him up to bring his Techs to the not-yet-definite afterparty on 3/3 but I don't know how to ask without sounding like a jerk.  I need to put out a myspace bulletin or something and see who responds voluntarily.  We need at least a mixer, amp, and needles, as long as people can deal with the Stantons all night.  I really need to buy some new decks but the car fiasco just set that back even further.

I have a really short fuse today.  Maybe because I'm hungry.  I'm trying to make it 56 more minutes until I eat.  This bites.  Maybe tomorrow will be better.  I'm making vegan chicken soup (good day to do it b/c of the snow) and I have off Wednesday.  Perhaps some sanity will be re-gained.