sucka4loveex3's Journal

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Sep 05 2009 11:21

Gained 16 pounds in one month because i ate 1000-2000 above my daily limit every day for a month. Want to get back down to where i was 123. 

I can't stop eating until I'm full. Every time i eat any carbs i want to eat a truckfull. I don't even know how i fit all this food into me. It's really scary.. My mom bought me those miss meringues and i downed two boxes right next to her. She didn't mind because she actually wanted me to gain. She says I look fuller and healthier, which makes me feel fat. I do not like the way I look. Maybe if the weight evenly distibuted I would be less upset. But I'm an apple so it went to my upper body.. But some on my butt too bcuz my mom said it got a lil bigger lol.

Right now I am 143! Right after my workout! I want to die!(JUST AN EXPRESSION NOT SERIOUS AT ALL IF ANYONES READING) This morning i was 140 I know its bloat and gas from what I ate yesterday and this morning.. I had 6 kfc biscuits, lots of dinner rolls, bread with splends(i kno weird), and I dont even want to remember what else. That was just this morning yesterday I had those huge hersheys bars, fudge popsicles, bananas, and my daily limit.