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waist 25 hips 37 bust 35 [underbust 28]...woah, my hips!! i knew they looked bigger but thats more than i'd thought!

waist 25 hips 33.5 bust 33aprx [underbust 27]

waist 26 hips 35 bust 35

waist 27 hips 36 bust 36

waist 27 hips 37 bust 34.5

waist 26 hips 35.5 bust 34

waist 26.5 hips 37 bust 35

waist 26.5 hips 35 bust 33.5

We had a fancy dressparty the other day, its was 20's themed and i put a lot of effort into it..i look rubbish in the photos. I've literally cried for an hour just thinking about it. My boyfriend who wasnt there said i look lovely in the photos he's seen but there are three photos of me. one i am making a very silly face as part of a game and the others i am in the background..one of them is blurred.  i would feel fine with the silly picture if there was another one of me looking good.

what saddens me most is that i was sat at the end of the table away from the hose while she sat other girls right next to her. I was basically in the corner..sat between two of the other girls boyfriends while all the other girls were towards the other end with her.

Even before seeing this i decided i wasnt going to have dinner. I just feel awful.

I am only 2 pounds away from my goal weight of 135 pounds!!!! I am so happy and I love my new life and eating habits. I have never felt better in my entire life!!!!!!!

I have officially lost 46 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats my BMI without any sort of dieting and any real sort of restriction other than that imposed by working a long day.

I look good at this weight, i dont feel i look much worse than i did at 108lbs and i'm, wow, almost a stone up from that.

I've stopped purging and have only had minimal thoughs about restricting. I amtrying to be healthy.

Today i bought some spread to have on my toast in the morning as I have only been having toasted bread with nothing on it recently and i know that that could become unusual behaviour.

i feel good.