sweetrandi's Journal
I FEEL FREE...Nov 10 2009 09:58
Mel left for school.....everything is sorted out..and I am going to see my Joe.
Going to splurge on a manicure....and bloated. extended belly and all..I am going with a excited mindset. Just going to run out and get some NY bagels to bring...and my cab comes at 2:50PM to get me to the airport..
I have my food...I have some kindness coming my way...nervous, scared but doing it anyway....He reminded me today, that we are married...and that is that.He finds me gorgeous at any weight...He just wants me healthy so we can have a couple or more decades togehter. But He reminded me...He has ALWAYS found me desirable...and He really knew I had a ED before I would even admit it....So now I have...and I will get better. he received my package I sent..he says i have enough food there for weeks..LOL ..Only staying till Sunday.
I gave up...Just figured there was NO ONE out there able to deal with me....to be lucky enough to meet a gentle, loving, strong and sensitive Man, is just a joy I have never, ever experienced. So all will be fine.
I will log on tomorrow and say HI...and know I will miss my friends and everyone else who has helped me to "begin" my healing process.
Please take care of yourselves while I am gone..
Thank you....xoxox ((((( HUGS))))) xoxox
well im glad you prepared yourself with food , you never no you might want to come back ;). im glad you are feeling excited hopefully seeing joe will keep you motivated in moving forward. i wish you a very safe journey , enjoy yourself , i will be thinking of you as always all my love h x |
Thank you my dearest friend...I am thinking about you.xox |
Well Well you are in my home state this week isn't that cool enjoying our weather doesn't know if it wants to be cold or freezing cold oh well even though the job market here isn't the greatest I still love this state can't beat Sleepy Eyed Goose resort or Pictured Rocks. Have fun and enjoy yourself |
So you can keep track of what you eat - which enables you to analyze your foods and receive the following:
- Health Score of your overall diet
- Warning when you approach your daily calorie limit
- Overview of the good and bad nutrients