Not feeling so goodNov 11 2009 12:50
So for the past 3 days I have been suffering with some nasty dry mouth and heartburn. I have NEVER had heartburn this bad that has lasted this long. Going to talk to Jennifer about it today. Feeling tired and really run down...guessing it is because I have not slept very well for the last couple nights. Chatted a little with Mariah yesterday and was feeling really blue by the end of the conversation. Seems they are going to have a graduation party with a formal dance and she, for the first time in her life, is excited to go dress shopping. I guess the reason it bothered me so much is that I was not going to be a part of it. I knew she would be doing things that I was going to miss and I knew it would be hard but gosh...until you are there in those shoes you really don't know how much it hurts your heart as a Mother. However, like everything else this will pass and I will make it threw it. Gosh I do so miss her!! Anyway....need to get back to work......
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