tarar's Journal

I keep getting these emails about Calorie Count and think I really should go back and see whats going on. I"ve been doing really well in my life and things are now starting to settle back down at the office. I haven't been on a scale since June so I have no clue how much I weigh... June and now it's NOvember... my how time flies by. I've made a lot of changes in my life...

1. Quit Smoking... August 17th.
2. Drinking.... no more than once a week PLUS it made the smoking eaiser to deal with
3. Learning to say NO... I mean to needy and aggressive people that don't take no for an answer... it's gotta be about me
4. I've dropped to a size 14... back in Jan when i first found this place i was an 18 so that's pretty cool and i'm happy!

There are other things i am putting back into my life. I'm staying home more and not worrying about boys so much... the right man will come along when the time is right. i've got to just focus on me and Kristen now. I've really made a decision to stop allowing other people's negative attitudes and issues affect my life and my thoughts... hence cutting my sister out of my life... i know it seems harsh but really its for the best.

I'm signing up for school starting in Jan. I'm going to finish my edumacation... maybe be more smarter when i'm done. I'm tired of not getting paid what i'm worth so maybe with a piece of paper they'll see my value?

It hit me recently that had i stuck with this i would have hit my goal by now. Not something to stress over but to think about... the time flew by... November was so far away back in Jan... and it's here now... that means i can hit my goal by Spring now if i really stick to it... something to think about... time really flies by when you're having fun