tarar's Journal

Ok so i pulled out the scale from under my bed this morning... figured i may as well face the music and really... i'm just where i left off.
though last week i bought some new jeans and reached for the 16 as per usual and they were too big. I'm into a 14 now. Wierd... i feel skinnier yet the scale hasn't budged... maybe it's broken and really doesn't work... LOL

ITs all about how you feel anyway... RIGHT??? yup!

where have i been... well i've been kicking it in Toronto as always... i don't go out so much anymore and I do miss that but its also nice to just stay in and watch TV and hang out and stuff. Work has really kept me on my toes too... Our warehouse manager left so who does it fall to??? ME!! so yeah i had to run the warehouse for the summer... and still now... but shpping is slow now.

I guess i shoudl start listing my goals everyday again... i need new pics of me too... i've really changed a lot in teh last few months... I'm dressing better and feeling better... Its nice to dress up everyday... its amazing what it can do for ones self image. I wear skirts and heels everyday now... i feel sexy therefore i am sexy!