tarar's Journal

Been super healthy recently... stopped eating out. i have to get myself back on the work out side of this though... i used to be so motivated to get home and get on the treadmill but i just can't seem to get there yet. By the time i get home and make dinner it seems like its so late.

So i went to the doctor and here's a big problem... i have a condition called Cystocele... basically what it means is that my bladder is falling. So i went to a walk in clinic and this is what the doc had said to me... well I don't know... I went to the doc in the first place because it felt like my insides (uterus) was pushing outwards... so this doc tells me to keep an eye on it... well does anyone ahve any suggestions as to how i keep an eye on my bladder? So he's telling me its not serious... I'm 31 years old, never had natural child birth, never been obese... all causes of this condition... how does this happen??? he tells me its just my anatomy... nice clinical diagnosis i get... so now i have to wait 2 weeks to see my family doc and see what she says... my friends mom works for a doc and she said the condition needs to be fixed right away... surgery is the option... just great... so i'm not sure if i shoudl even be workign out at this point... i guess i have a good excuse?? at least until the next appointment anyway! Well i am a bit freaked out but it could also be worse... a fallen uterus results in a hystorectomy so at least thats not the issue... just yet anyway. They would basically have to sew my bladder back into place... does this mean diapers by the time i'm 40?? i hope not!