thinjoan's Journal

Monday is always a new start
Nov 09 2009 07:52

I don't need a Monday to get me started but this one is as good as any.  I'm not so upset with my weight gain which concerns me.  Not taking in my vision board. 

Found another club, Better Health.  Darn so many things conflict with others.  I know where I want to go but think about where I should be going.  Weighing the times and places to be is a challenge. 

Finished off the chips last night.  Terrible.  4 bags of chips in 1.5 weeks.  Box of pop tarts in less than a week.  All gone.  Have to find some healthier snacks with low calories.  My projects aren't keeping me from eating. 

Water aerobics I think has made me hungrier.  Don now wants to join the gym but I'm hoping the water aerobics can take it's place but I now need to add in walking.  We are on different clocks so this is proving to be a challenge.  Once again, no communication so who knows.  I'm on my own.

I wish I could make me important enough to turn it around.  It feels like I'm forcing myself to do things when actually I could just lay down, sleep, eat, sleep, eat. 

On a scale of 1-10, my happiness level is about a 5-6.  The things I think aren't working.