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I ahve got to get serious this is sad. I had to update my profile agsin up 12lbs. I almost didn't update it but I need to face the facts and get serious. It is just really hard with everything going on with the holidays. i am having family over today to and I need to be good. I am going to get a fruit tray so that will help.

Well today is a new day and I am determined it will be a good one!

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I had a good day yesterday. I actually got my husband to go walking with me and Octavia he did not realize how much we walked he was quite shocked by it actually. He has been walking around the truckstops where ever he happens to be at so I figured I would ask him to go walk with us. I was suprised he said yes. We had fun it is nice to have someone other than the baby to talk to. It was kinda hot but besides that it was good.

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Sunday was a good day I ate pretty good and I even worked out. Yesterday not so good in the afternoon I ate bad I had zingers and some chips and pizza for dinner. Then I had cookies and milk. I don't know why I keep craving this bad stuff. Maybe once my financial situtation gets better than my cravings will get better. I am also trying to read my bible everyday I didn't read last night but I did the other nights. Maybe if I look to the bible it can give me some guidance.

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I can't believe that I gave into going to Olive Garden I had already made up my mind that I was going to stay home and clean and then my friends call and I give in not even giving it a second thought. I have got to stop doing this. I really want to be happy with me body and if I keep eating like this I will never be happy. My husband has even started working on his weight and working out everyday. Being on the road it is alot harder on him than it is me so if he can do it so can I.

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Octavia did something really strange last night and it is something that is my fault. She stepped on the scale and actually looked down. Now I know she is only two but I don't want her to obsess about her weight. It just proves my point that I need to get my weight under contol she doesn't need to she me weighing myself and me obsessing about my weight then when she gets older she is going to be the same way.

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well i am off to good start I did go to the gym on mon and I am going today so I just need to keep it up. I have been eating good also. I am trying not to weigh myself till one week but it is hard. LB will be home next week so that is good at least I get to see my husband! I am hoping he gets a job that will keep hi in town. We will see.

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I have started a contest with a friend and every other week ae are going to put money in a envelope and who ever loses the most weight at the end of six weeks wins the money. We I weighed in today and my weight is at the highest it has been in a long time. 215.6 I am so sad, but today is the beginning yet again and I am going to stick to it this time. I am going to the gym today right after work and also wensday and thurs. So I promise myself that I will stick with it this time.

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I really don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't seem to get my eating under control. I thinkit might be my husband being over the road. I think that I am fine with it but I think deep down inside it is bothering me. All I want to do is eat. Now I have gained back about 6lbs and I feel horrible. I haven't been going to the gym or working out. I just need to get out of this funk.

My mom is having her surgery to put back together her colon today I hope everything goes OK. I know she is exicted to get that taken care of.

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My husband started a new OTR Truck Driving job and he is training. Well he was driving yesterday and got lost. Well the driver training him was asleep and when he woke he realized they were lost. The guy found his way to the stop but my husband is real discourged. I hate hearing him like that. I wish I could do something. The guy is being a real jerk to him now. I told him that if he gets him where they need to go today then he will probably get over it. I just hope he doesn't get lost today!

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Well I found out yesterday that I have High Blood Pressure I realize now that I have to really get my weight in check. I am starting to go to the gym and I paid for 5 personal training sessions. I can not wait to get started. The gym doesn't open up until the 30th. So I will probably start after I go out of town this weekend.

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