victoriagirl's Journal

What?
Nov 04 2009 09:06

Scale was kind today. Despite ttotm, and there MUST be some sodium retention due to sheer volume of food taken in on Sun/Mon....I think my sodium was like 5000 on Mon....despite all that, the  scale gave up two lbs and I am now back to 233. Weird. And it's not like yesterday was a super low-cal day either, I was just at maintenance, trying to ease back into a deficit. So...what the heck? I have this awesome theory that I have been overeating so much these last few weeks that I have managed to re-set my metabolism and now, just hitting 2100 will give me a deficit instead of having to get down to 1800. Wouldn't that be nice!? Wishful thinking, but could be some truth to it, we'll see! I am going to make 2000 my target this week instead of 1800.

I give blood today though, and that throws everything off. Last time I was SO hungry the next couple days. I have my panel tomorrow (YIKES!!!) so hopefully that blood won't deplete my brain power! The good part is...they make you eat these blah cookies and over-sweet drink, so I went and bought myself this delicious apple-pecan bar from the Old Time Deli that I never get because there must be a jillion calories in it, well probably closer to 400ish but I figure I will have this instead of their cookies and juice. If I have to eat sugar, may as well have a real treat!  So I am very excited. It is the yummiest non-chocolate dessert in the city and I get to eat it guilt-free, yay!

I do not feel at all well-prepared for my interview. Gotta get to studying here. And no clue what to wear. I have a black blazer that will work, maybe with my black work pants or a skirt, but my pants are a teeny bit too short and make me self-conscious (for work they are ok cuz I am hidden behind my desk most of the time but for an interview, I dunno), my skirts are too casual, too faded, or too fancy. And I have nothing appropriate to wear under the jacket, well I do have a white button-down blouse with black stripes, the one I bought for our gay pride parade drag dress-up...but maybe wearing all black and white is too severe. Might have to make a trip to the mall after work....talk about last-minutey.

I added some Halloween pics to my gallery....my favorite one wouldn't load, but the ones there are still pretty cute!