wobbly's Journal
holidayNov 09 2009 12:22
Well I am in Florida on holiday and I am surprised it is soooooooooooooo cold here!!! I expected it be be high 80's and vary sunny but alnight i was cold in bed and wore a sweater to keep warm the thermeostat says 63 degrees. brrrrrrrr.
It is 10 days since I was able to weigh myself, so am getting nervous/worrid and stressed out about getting on them again. Went out for a meal last night to the Olive Garden and took a bunch of relatives. Had a really cool time chatting and eating and the diet definately suffered.
Trouble is once I fall off the wagon, I fall BIGTIME, and in the past I have a major problem getting back on it. In the cold light of day I think, was it really worth blowing my diet? The damage is done now, I feel for the past few months I am taking one step forward and three backwards.
If I can maintain this weight (what ever it is) I know I should be grateful, but having had a good year of tossing the weight I am addicted to seeing the numbers go down. Life is so frustrating.
Going home to the UK on Friday, I know it will be a lot colder there, so will enjoy what sun I can get and count my blessings.
It sounds like to me you are just enjoying your holiday but I know what you mean. The panic feeling of throwing away all the hard work you have done to get to the lower weight drives me crazy. We are in it for the long haul though so no need to worry you will get back on the wagon. You have been such a great motivator to me in this! We can do it :) I hope the hurricane doesn't create problems for you down there. It seems it is a mild one if you can say that about hurricanes. |
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