zekie07's Journal

Entry Pathetic
Jul 09 2008 12:14


i find it pathetic that

->the first thing i woke up.. i am unhappy coz i overeat the day before
->on the way to work, i will think of why i overeat and why i nv exercise and why am i thinking about all these
-> i reached office, on my machine and i am surfing a food/diet website
-> i think about food almost 24 hrs
-> the last thing i do before i fall asleep is to read abt weightloss articles, which makes me even worse coz i know i nv perform properly .. and i spend time lazily around at home, instead of doing something
-> i spend money signing up for a gym where i dun even appear..

-> my life is always food food food, fat fat fat, trying to lose weight for the past 10 yrs..

i am obsence.

Whats with me and biscuits?

1 cuppa (82 cal)
1 box of jollibean
1 cuppa
6 wafers
2 lemon puff crackers (180 cal)
2 choco biscuit  (130 cal)
1redbean bun
2 cuppa
300g yoghurt
1 green apple
1 cup of soya milk
1 bowl lotus root
Replies
1. mwheele1
Jul 09 2008 03:07


dont get down on yourself like that, you should make small goals for yourself that way its not so overwhelming, i feel that way sometimes, it just seems like I've been trying to loose weight forever, and I seem never to be motivated to exercise, but just know you're not alone.

2. zekie07
Jul 09 2008 14:04


hey! thanks for dropping by :) Seriously.. i dont think anyone around me understands.. probably because everyone is skinny as a pole and superb metabolism rate.. and they dont think of food as much i did.. so wells..

Maybe i have an eating disorder in me.. Sigh.. and moving disorder.. i wonder why it is so tough for to get moving while others out there are moving every second they could. i am bad eh.
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