zenasavvy's Journal

Hard to beleve I was gone 3 months again

Aug 20 2009 01:01

Being away from here takes a toll....gained 10 pounds :(

Anyway I am back now and staying away from alcohol so it should come off easier :)

Doctors appt 8/12 scales there said 169

A visit to the DR office

Apr 14 2009 04:14

ok 159.6 but 5' 2" lol you gotta be kidding

shit

lab tests to be posted

153.2 A few days ago I weighed 168.8

Mar 09 2009 21:33

Amazing a person could hold 16 .6 pounds in fluid

Thank you you are the best

Feb 09 2009 09:16

152 today

v_avilla great job

BTW We broke up finally

finally the least I have weighed so far in years

Feb 08 2009 08:15

153.4 today

weight gain

Nov 13 2008 19:43

Thanks for the comments and support :)

I haven't weighed lately--I am scared to weigh in--I know I have gained...I can tell by the way my clothes fit.

I am trying to get back on track...this after I ate a whole bag of sea salt and cracked pepper kettle chips the other day....

Gone for a long time

Nov 09 2008 14:34

Hmm ..Hi ..to any of my friends still on here and tuning in to my journals.. not a long list but cherished peeps just the same.

I have learned a lot about myself in my absence.

I don't do so well without logging...without being responsible for my actions

I know what it is to try to jump on the wagon and just start to adjust my seat to get comfy only to fall off.........hard

I have come to a realization--how much money I have thumbed my nose at by thinking I only had to do my required shifts...and not the extras

I still miss my son....I am still unhappy in my relationship...although I have come to realize that losing both is probably more my fault than anyone elses

I have decided that once a relationship is trashed is is probably better to walk away sorry than try like hell to save it....at least my partner should walk away........rather than wait for me to save it single-handedly

I have listened to many of you (read many of your writings) and realize some of you are so very very strong and I am proud of you and hope one day to be as strong and sincere

I have regained a part of myself that is confident in my friendships (real time) and I have had the opportunity to get much closer with my Dad

I have not counted any calories, worked out, etc, and managed to not regain my weight...well maybe 5 pounds

I miss the diligence I found although at the time I thought it obsessive--the logging the reading of the posts...but thi9s site is awesome and very helpful!!

I long to get back on a routine as I did in March of this year..

I want to lose 25 more pounds and be fit.

Hugs to all.

Gainer

Nov 07 2008 19:28

I am the goner..th gainer...among us

Can't go on handle it ..the shame..............love you all

but losing faith in self....

Oct 16 2008 13:49

http://www.figureathlete.com/free_online_article/training/the_final_nail_in_the_cardio_coffin

Oct 12 2008 10:33

I don't know what to do...My back hurts so much I can barely walk ...I called in yesterday and now will have to call in today...I need to work need the money but can't possibly do it...omg what am I going to do?