very broken down on the inside

i have never been hurt more. you were all quick to horridly insult an emotional wreck of a teenage girl who has just been through the worst pain an  xpectant-mother could ever go through.

im so sorry the topic caused a big fuss on this site

all i was trying to say was that its not fun to be judged based on falsities.

. i ranted in a new topic/forum, i just needed to let of steam and explain that im not skin and bones.

instead i got beat down and offended in many ways by many users on this site who know nothing about me. my doctor (who my mom is a patient of at an obesity clinic, i see him on his personal time bcuz im not obese), myself, and my trainer at the gym know my body more than anyone on thjis site, so i know im not anorexic, but you were all quick to pass judgement on an emotional wreck of a teenage girl.

i honestly am very hurt. yes, i did say everyone here sucks, but what do you expect me to say when i just got beat down to the ground and had dirt kicked on by four pages of members on this site? it hurts. a lot. i didnt think anyone would listen if i said this is the other topic or using the old account. im going to find a new site because honestly, you have all hurt me a lot.

i know theres people on this site trying to lose like 100 pounds and i only want to lose a little, but just like calling someone a fatass, it hurts to be called an anorexic when you're not.

i hope beating down on a poor emotional wreck of a teenage girl who has just been through the worst pain an expectant-mother could ever go through has made you feel good today, because it sure hasnt for me.

I was just reading through that post. I read it earlier but felt I had nothing to say.
Being struck down like that must have hurt. You yourself said some pretty mean things.
I have seen your profile on that carb site where you had bikini shots of before and now, and I see that you are a healthy weight. But you are right when you say you have some weight. I am not calling you fat, I'm saying I agree with you. Now, had you posted those photos on this site, there wouldnt have been an issue over wether or not you are anorexic. And maybe people would have laid off of you. But the fact that they continued anyway is rude of them. Although it was rude of you to say that "bite my skinny fat..." you know.

You were lashing out at a forum full of people who were worried and concerned for you. Especially after all that you've recently been through. You were inflammatory, rude, and offensive.

I was trying to be supportive and you e-yelled at me.

I wish you the best of luck in dealing with the problems you are having right now. Maybe a break from these forums would be best for you, and in a while once you're feeling better you can come back with a healthy mindset and be more receptive to others' concerns.

Best.

The BLOCK feature. Just use it.

I'm really sorry about what you have been through. Losing a baby has got to be an absolutely miserable, horrible thing.

Have you been taking time for yourself? Hot baths, relaxing and taking care of you?

I can tell you're really upset, take a deep breath and stop trying to convince the world to concede to one idea. It never works. Everyone is going to have a different opinion.

thank you, changeofheart

i know the things i said were mean, but all i wanted was for people to know im not anorexic.

and though i tried to say so, i kept getting told i was very wrong. of course it made me mad. what would you say if people told you that youre anorexic and everything you think (and know) is wrong? i know i reacted to my anger very poorly, and for that im sorry.


i was hurt, and of course i lashed out. but come on, has no one else ever gotten angry when they've been hurt? sorry i e-yelled at anyone. unless i e-yelled at an e-insulter. especially when people make sarcastic remarks like "fasting, so thats how u lost all that weight" when that is untrue. it sucks.

i just needed to let off steam and got even more offended in the process.  i feel better after a long walk and gym-time, but it still sucks knowing that ive totally made a mess of myself online. kinda embarrassing. my own fault really, and immatuer and rude too, but insulting someone whose obviously upset is just as immature and rude. im sorry for comotion i caused, i was just trying to let off steam somewhere, but then others just kept turning up the heat for me, and there well, the steam pot couldnt keep any of it in anymore.

Original Post by hgielrehtaeh:

I was trying to be supportive and you e-yelled at me.

i would just like to let you know i didnt e-yell at you. or at least, not on the first page of the forum. i bolded my response to your comment because when theres a long post people dont usually read it all, there were parts i wanted noticed more than others, like how my doctor specializes in that area (weight and nutrition) as well as the last paragraph i wanted at least noticed. i know bolding can make it seem like yelling, but trust me... the part where i got really mad and started e-yelling was when that girl assumed and then said i photoshopped fat out of my pictures. before that my only angry post was the main one where i was venting. (ps i only photoshop a tan on, i was white white white)

Ok. Thank you for your apology.

I think if you relax a little bit and take some time to heal from all the madness you've been in lately you'll be just fine.

Please stick around!

Keep you chin up! You're gonna be ok!

people call me anorexic all the time, it doesnt bother me

i do kinda look it but i eat right so i dont worry about it.

whats the point of posting all this **** to people you dont know

how does all of that help you

you're stupid

Original Post by tara_soccer:

people call me anorexic all the time, it doesnt bother me

i do kinda look it but i eat right so i dont worry about it.

whats the point of posting all this **** to people you dont know

how does all of that help you

you're stupid

Haha are you serious

you know, i love tina fey, but the world was a better place when the viciousness between teenaged girls was still subtle and covert.

I'm sorry to hear you're upset. I missed the drama, so I'm a pretty nonbiased bystandard.

 

Once you've cooled off, you may come back to see that us folk here aren't that bad. We sometimes have a bit of friction, but the majority of us tend to get along pretty well.

Either way, do what you need to do :-)

 

 

What the sam hill is this thing doing back here? People really ought not bump old irrelevant threads. It's tiresome.