I'm glad I'm going to fix this problem early in my life instead of later on.
I'm not HUGE by any means, but I'm a realist and I know I'm over weight. Hopefully I'm glad with my body -20 pounds from now, or else I might have some problems :-P
I'm still in high school (final year, thank God!) and am unhappy with my appearance. Fortunately, I am slowly beginning to like it a bit better, 'cause I can see a bit of differences and can tell what I need to work on in order to love myself and my body.
But, anyway! I'm about 5'5.5'' (it changes depending on who is measuring me) and the last time I checked I weighed around 140 lbs. I don't want to weigh myself for awhile, 'cause otherwise I'll become obsessed again. I know I'm not huge, but I feel that way. I know I am at a "healthy" weight, but would like to shed some more pounds. And if not, I at least want to tone up/lose inches. My highest weight was this past school year. It ranged from 166 to 170, I'm guessing.
5'7" and my weight from the age of 12 went up the same in stones until I was 17 so at 12 I was 12 stone (168lb), 13, 13 stone (182lb) etc up to 17 and 17 stone (238lb). After that it kind of slowed down but in my final year at uni I was 19 stone 1lb (267lb).
I hated the way I looked and got so depressed about it. I used to self harm becuase of hating everything about me. I was never bullied though, I think the person hardest on myself was me.
Now I'm happy to say that all that is all in the past and I weigh less than I did at age 12 now!
i just wish i knew if i were fat. maybe i will post a picture some day and then ask. haha.
Despite the poor physical image, I was quite proud of who I was as a person. I think this was the one thing that got me through school without a mental breakdown. I got teased a lot in jr. high, which kind of hit me hard, but I came into my own in high school. I wasn't the most popular kid in school, but I had friends from all of the social "castes". I didn't feel the need to fight to the top the social ladder, I guess.
Everyone (girls in particularly) were in competition with each other to be the prettiest, most popular, blah blah, and a lot of them sacrificed themselves for the sake of it. I watched one of my best friends destroy herself over some silly, warped image of what she thought she should be. I think witnessing that sort of social melee made me realize the craziness that is high school.
I always wondered, with not being the epitome of cute, why I was never without a date (stuffs her ego aside). I remember one of the guys telling me, when I so boldy asked him WHY he would want to go out with me, it was because I carried myself so well. I was confident in who I was, despite if I wasn't physically perfect, and that's what made me so attractive. Who knew ;)
At any rate, I pretty much put all my focus into my studies, figuring it was the best investment in my future. I actually completed my first year of college in highschool, graduated with honors, got into a good college, got a scholarship and went on with life feeling pretty damn good. I think it's not till after one is out of that high school environment do they realize that what you look like in comparison to everyone else really has no bearings on your future (unless you let it affect you negatively).
Ok, I'm done rambling.
if i were 5'3" and a size...just and example...seven, would you think i was fat, a little chubby, or just right? be honest...id rather be called fat if it were true.
I didn't know at the time that I was WAY too skinny.
I was a walking bread stick.
Now I got vavavavoom curves :)
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